Shortyz' World

8th March... Back Again?

2009-03-09T15:21:00.002+08:00

Hey world... how's it been?

How do I begin this? I've not been bloggin' for awhile.. not sure why... maybe coz of this roller-coaster ride I'm in. It's called The Rough-ride of Life. Wicked at timez, sweet at otherz.

I'm not sure what to think more.

Yesterday was nice, in Vivo... was better after that at McKerz...

We were to meet up at about 2.30pm.. but I was the only one, as usual, on time. Next was Huda, poor gal, I chased her to come down earlier -lol-
I was losing my patience and wanted to leave one too many timez. Hardly spoke to Hawtie. It was a 2-by-2 shit.. I don't mind being the outcast, I've always been the one left out, almost all the timez. Ah well... But it wasn't fair for Huda whom hardly, rarely ever join us out.

We watched Marley & Me.. nice, real touching movie... Loved it. Don't wanna talk much bout it.

We went to McKerz in Kallang, near to my place -lol-
It was nice there... throughout the way there, it was fun, i eased up alot... she made me laugh.
I had a nice time...

When it was time to say goodbye... I just didn't wanna let go.. I've missed her too damn much.
She's getting married this June 13th. I might not be around tho'... they're saying they'd wanna go to Brisbane during that timing. ah well... we'll see... Maybe July, as planned earlier.

Welp, my nose is bleeding again, just as the migraine's developing. Not too sure what's wrong with me. I've not been 100% healthy for the longest times.
I can climb up and down the stairs as per normal... well I force myself. I hope this is for the better.

Everyday I wake up, I wish Life would take me to a better place... a place I won't be forsaken.
That's only found in my SecondLife.

And so, I'll leave it at that....

A New Beginning....

2009-01-26T17:59:00.002+08:00

hey all... what's been up?

my transfer of departments, wasn't so bad after all (i guessed i freaked out too much). im proud to say, i've this ability of pickin' up things fast, it's good and bad, as people expects too much from you, in a little compact, time-frame. im tryin' my very best, to keep up my stridez, and take all challengez, head on... Life's too short, to think too much.

apart from the mundane of everything that's been goin' on in my life, i've taken life, to be a simplicity of death. death, would, of course, be harder. im not even gonna imagine. i realized now, that, suicide, is never the answer for the pains of reality. it's the coward's way of dealin' with pain. physically and mentally, i think my endurance level for pain, is somewhat, above-average. with my knee and health being the anchorz that bringz me down from doin' most of the thingz i love, i dragged it along with me... pushing thru' the oddz of life...

im stubborn. im determined. im cured - of all the complicationz of gossipz and rumourz (i think).
limiting my contacts with the world, the society, it's better that way. i'd rather be like a hermit. independant and aloof. -lol-

my only form of absolution from the negligence of life and it's storiez, is, and escape to another life... my Second-Life...

say whatever you wanna, i don't give a damn. at least not anymore. ive been so bothered bout what otherz would think of me, but now, i live this life, or what's left of it, wondering, what I'd think about otherz.

right now, im livin' this life, for myself, for my mom, my sis and the 3 kidz... im gonna try my utmost best, in givin' the life, they deserved. i love them. my family's fallen apart, but im hangin' on, for these five people - My Mom, My sis, the 3 kidz... they don't deserve to go thru' the crude life I've led. at least, not again.

to all of you, who's livin' the good life, i take my hat off to you. to all of you livin' in the midst of gossipz and misconceptionz, remind me not to spit at you. to all of you, who has, in one way or another, hurt me or my family memberz, i pray that you'd be forgiven, and not forsaken.

well, ima cut this short, i'd rather be heading down to my dear friend's house as invited... i pray and hope that all the femalez in this world, would never again, be fooled by guyz who'd only lookin' for 2 thingz - trophy girlfriendz & a hole.

Darkness Vampire Prince

2009-01-14T22:06:00.003+08:00

Hi all.. how's it been??

well, i'm hooked in Second Life... it's AWESOME!!! im a vampyre! sweeeeet!!!

it's my very own getaway actually.. reality's been really hard on me lately... since the end of last year... till now... even my colleaguez at work been noticing me... thinkin' so much and alwayz in my own world... thinking..... and distant...

maybe it's better that way. second life's my only form of relaxation... mentally and emotionally. met heaps of people online.

now i wanna let you all know, go www.secondlife.com sign up!! it's free and it's GREAT!! no, im not doin' some kinda advertising, but yeah.... it's really good.

after that, to change your looks, go to search landmarks, Noob Island, or you can just type in Freebies. it's good. all kinda stuffs there!! what's more important, some of the things in secondlife, it's really very much like real life... you've gotta pay to buy or get paid... i know, i know, you all must be wondering, "Why the hassles?", "Is it necessary?" hahaha it is... to get whatever you wanna... but get this, it's not like expensive or anything..

it's really cheap, it's like S$ to Thai baht!! hahaha here's a link that you all can get free Linden dollars (L$) that's used in Second Life.

or you can try this...

well, ok.. go check it out.. it's cool!!!

happy living!!!

Love Life Survey

2008-12-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

1 - Are You Single?
yeap... still am

2 - If not, who is your bf/gf?
can i skip thiz?

3 - How Long Have You Been Together?
can i skip thiz.. again?

4 - If You're Single, Do you Like It?
somewhat... can be cool.. but i mizz havin' someone to care and love for

5 - Do You Have a Crush On Anyone Right Now?
erm..

6 - First Kiss
what'z the question??

7 - Ever Kiss in the Rain?
yeah.. feelz sweet... =>

8 - In a Movie Theater?
i dunno... no i guezz

9 - Underwater?
wow!! would love to try out... would anyone wanna try with me?? haha =D~

10 - First Love
again, what's the question?

11 - Have you ever Cheated on Anyone?
no i dun think that'z my style

12 - Been Cheated on?
yeah...

13 - Used Someone?
as in?

14 - Been used?
well, thatz for sure

15 - Lied to your bf/gf?
yes.. and i regret it till now...

16 - Ever Made out With Just a Friend?
nope... dun think so..

17 - Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend?
hahahaha do i look like a porn-star??

18 - Are You a Tease?
as in??

19 - Do you Flirt a Lot?
i'd rather run away from flirtin..

20 - Longest Relationship
i dunno...

21 - Shortest
wow...

22 - Have you Ever Gotten a Poem?
i think... it waz written when she waz freezin in her clazz... still have it

23 - Ever Get Flowers?
huh? no...

24 - Sweetest Thing You've Ever Gotten
Love

25 - Do you Like Valentine's Day or Sweetest Day?
is there a difference?

26 - Do you Believe in Love at First Sight?
yeah... i do... BBQ...

27 - Do you Believe in
believe in??? (were you on drugz when you posted these questionz?)

28 - Do you Fall in Love Fast?
im confused.. maybe.. i dunno.. but i know now, im scared to be in love... again

29 - Are you a Player?
nope

30 - Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex?
eh... im GAY

31 - Have You ever Kissed 2 People in One Day?
erm... what if in a game? say truth or dare? on da cheekz tho'

32 - Kissed 2 People At One Time?
oooh are you testin' me??

33 - Had Sex with 2 People in One day?
nope...

34 - Had sex with 2+ People at One Time?
nawp... what? you still think im some porn-star don't you?!

35 - Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?
im gay

36 - Ever Been Dumped?
yeap... it'z written on my forehead "Dump Me"

37 - Ever dumped someone?
i dunno...

38 - Ever been rejected?
yeah.. somethin' im still not gettin' used to..

39 - Do you have a lot of ex's?
no.. thank GOD

40 - Are you a slut?
is that the cousin of a SLUG?

41 - Ever been called one?
called what??

42 - Ever dated someone more than once?
i dunno .. goin' out right? like no stringz attached yet?

43 - Do you ever make the first move?
oooh... im scared of rejectionz...

44 - Double dates or single?
whicheva my lady preferz

45 - Do you want to get married?
is it legal?

Xmaz Eve...

2008-12-24T12:52:00.002+08:00

Hey all... Merry Xmaz to all thoze celebrating.. to all thoze that'z not, well, happy holidayz...

it'z lunchtime now.. to be exact, itz like 1252hrz.. office juz keepz gettin' colder... ain't too sure what'z up with that. what'z more, the weather'z been moody.. laid-low... anywaz, i mizz drinkin' eggnog.. wonder if anyone else haz heard of it... it'z cool, im not too sure of the mixturez, but it sure hell iz a great drink... not sure if itz alcoholic.. dun think so.. coz itz all milky and eggy... doubt there'z alcohol smell as well... ah well.. i shall head out to some supermarketz to find it.

anywaz, irfan confirmed that we'll all be goin' to Brisbane next July, should be awesome.. even if im not joinin' them, ive Trinh and Trent... they went to the same school as me back then. now trinh's all married, livin' up in brisbane, and trent, well, he'z still that vagabond... trinh did say to crash her place thiz time round... should be nice, i missed her.. i missed trent more!!! sigh

welp, everyone else'z goin' back half-day today... cept me.... welp, better that way, coz i've got da whole BUILDING TO MYSELF!!! hahaha im hungry...

welp, think im comin' down with cold again... lately, the weather'z been all sucky, and so iz my health actin' up... not too sure y... especially my knee.. haha yeah trinh said she'z gonna help me out, to train me up.. and show me what to do... should be good... hopefully, i'll be fit.

ohkaii.. ima go now... gonna go find lunchiez.... damn hungry... tink i might order in. i dunno... what would you do??

life's too short to think of dyin',,, not in the ocean.. please... erm, you can swim doncha?

Pity...

2008-12-19T10:43:00.002+08:00

hiya peepz... how'z it been?

anywaz, ive befriended several cleaner auntiez in my workplace, all of whom thought i waz a guy, till now.. like whatever... anywaz, they didn't care, they alwaz see me limpin' or not eatin' coz i'll be helpin' myself to the free-flow milo from the vendin' machine hahaha *no wonder im gainin weight* oh, one of them aunties, gave me a cake and told me she regardz me as her kid, dunno y.. dun ask me.. plzzzzz maybe my face resemblez "'anak terbuang"

ah well...

anywayz, met irfan and era yesterday after work, they both said, ive gained weight. ir kinda like the built i have now, said if i were to work-out, it'll b cool.. mad. era, surprisingly, talked to me like when we first met. coz we've had some complicationz, or rather she had, so yeah after so long, we met up. by the way, era sharez the same birthdate as pipi.

all this while, i thought someone waz coming back on the 9-sumthin flight from melbourne, so i didn't text her till about the timing i thought her flight landed. so yah, i was confident i could be amongst the first to like welcome her back.. but, kena *BANGED* hahaha she got home the earlier flight!!!

`hmph.. im still being bugged by my friend about the motard issue, and there are juz so many thingz that i've to face with currently, house, family, work, life, health, love? nah no love.. im scared to fall in love... i'd rather let love come to me.. yah yah yah.. that'z me. though i ate my medz lastnite, i kept tossin' and turnin'... so i didn't sleep. as im typing thiz bloggie, im in my Zombified mode... ive done lotsa requestz... most of them anywaz.. but im still bein bullied. screw it.

welp, gonna go do some work... file some stuffz.. and then later ima play my cooking dash!! haha or maybe watch movie...

*sleep... i mizz you*

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-12-18T13:25:00.002+08:00

last nite, if i could, i would have whacked the shitz outta some people... people... saying that, "eh you ride before, you should know.." well, lemme tell ya sumtin', all the timez that ive rode, ive NEVER ONCE encountered a problem whereby my piston would be jammed up, coz of no 2T... i know cheryl did that stunt once, riding without 2T for a period of 1 week and got it all jammed up.. ive rode without 2T too... but that's just a day or 2 max.. never had piston jammed before.. thank God for that...

well, as though it wasn't enough problemz that the bike i took from a friend, i waz told to pay another $500 juz for a period of 1 day.. claiming that i've spoiled the bike. like WTF?!?! when i got the bike, the 2T waz minimal amount, and it waz so damn hardta start the bike. hadta sweat like a peeg before it would eventually start up, givin' out lotsa white smoke.. sheesh... even if i were to rent a Harley for a day, it won't cost me $500.. ain't no way i waz gonna pay coz i didn't do damage to it, it waz already messed up. fiona knowz of itz condition. even my cousinz, fellow riderz, shook their head the moment the engine revved up. can't believe the mechanic at the bikeshop could have the cheek to tell my friend, that it waz in perfect condition. just the outlook of it, lemme tell you, it had a dented in right footrest, throttle that needz energy, lotsa, to throttle, side mirror, that spinz like a merry-go-round... call me a fool, i admit, i waz a fool to take that bike, but never would i have even imagined my friend would do sucha thing to me. itz wrong.. just wrong.. i waz sooooo pissed lastnite, work waz shitty, mom not talkin to me, again, my brother.. that lunatic's been wantin me dead... so screw it... screw them who thinkz i should bow down to them, coz im not gonna live my life to please otherz... ive done that... ive lived my life for otherz, and not for myself, itz been my mistakez...

well, ima go cool down now... im juz lookin' forward till tonight, when princezz comez back from melbourne... juz the tot of her smile, calmz me down, really... *sigh* if only you knew...

well, world, take care... this world's too big even for my own brother who thinkz he's KING

Tuezday...

2008-12-16T10:53:00.002+08:00

heyaz peepz.. how'z it been?? hope yaz not feelin' how im feelin'... like seriouzly, ain't cool coughin' like a dog when ur in public... whatz worst, is that people around you, ain't quite feelin you... so screw that... im sick, and it'z been since last thurzday...

anywaz, im still in shock over what happened to fiona's guinea pig, Lilo... i loved her... juz like my own Gee.. they were both about the same characterz... demure, humble... i love that about them. but ive yet to find out what really happened. seemz like thingz gotten pretty bad... WEIRD thingz happened after that night. i regretted goin', really, but i went. im really not in that kinda genre anymore. haha someone asked me the other day if i went to ZoukOut, but nah, i didn't and yeah, not something i would ever go. im happy clubbin' alone to and fro my journey on a BIKE! hahaha i know im not supposed to be listening to music thru' my earphonez while ridin' but that's what makez my ride worthwhile for that moment...

you know, i once heard thiz, not too sure if i got it right.. but it'z like "Itz Not Love That Makez The World Go Round, But It'z What That Makez The Ride Worthwhile" so it got me thinkin' yeah ive had upz n downz in love... not like i had sooooo many to share, but im happy and thankful for while it lasted... thank you...

have you ever had this moment, whereby, you don't plan thingz out wif that someone, but it juz happenz.. for example, juz as that someone turnz, and you looked up, that moment, and unplanned moment, your eyez met.. felt real special.. get what i mean? ah well.. not sure what you'd call that... Fate? Chemistry? Coincidence? im not sure... i leave it to you... but itz nice, coz it happened not once, but a few timez, unplanned, yet, connected.. *sigh* you muz be like, "eh whatever k" hahaha thiz is my blog.. im juz typin my thoughtz down.. in other wordz, i mizz u...

that few wordz... ive been longin to say.. but im afraid to say it out.. afraid i'd make that someone turn and run away... hate to even imagine that thought...

well, ima go disturb my lil' niece now... or rather, she's headin where im at... and she's drinkin MILK!! oooh Dutch Lady... chocolate MILK!! itz MINE!!!!!!!!! hahahaha

and im walkin on, still lookin behind...

coughz

2008-12-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

hey allz... im at my aunt's right now.. damn sick like seriouzly, ILL... wicked SICK... coughin.. losin my voice... blocked noze... fever... fever...

im sick... *maybe missin' someone, tak?* hahaha

and that's that... gdnite, world

coughz coughz

2008-12-12T12:46:00.002+08:00

hiyaz... i came to work around 11.30am juz now.. im sick.. my TL waz sayin, "i looked like shit" and insisted that i go home, see a doctor or what.. but nah... im stayin on...

lastnite, i did head down to the Herstory party at zouk.. on the motard.. (i know i shouldn't, but i really dunno how to tell marissa) anywaz, i waz tailing zac n fiona from behind, till zac did a u-turn in the middle of nowhere, i lost them, but i still found my way.. haha thank God im street-smart.. not like someone i know tho, she's better than me.

the party sux... bof cheryls were there, one's Mitchell, the other's Peterson who's like super straight al.. haha they were makin fun of me coz i waz literally GLOWING, oh, the theme waz "Glamorouz" so everyone waz like in coatz, dressez... screw that.. haha there's like some "red carpet" gala thingy.. it waz a mistake goin' down, i dim dance much, but an old friend of mine, who waz there with her gf, waz like "shortz u still know how to move, la" hahaha well, not to brag, but thank God i've beatz n rhythmz.. this fiona, she's not posted the fotoz we took lastnite..

by the way, bof Fiona n Zac were like sooooo excited to see this gal, Taylor onstage.. she's an SQ stewardezz, but can't be compared to someone i knew awhile back.. she's a princezz, still a sweetiepie la..

oh, when we reached fiona's house, i couldn't find a bike lot near her block so i hadta park it like some ulu corner near the school. so i walked alone from where i parked the bike till the lift where the clownz were. i waz tired. when we were walkin along the corridor to her house, i noticed the house at the corner, only ONE of the many plantz that they have, were like swaying.. no wind, it's like almost 5am.. yeap i kept quiet.. juz as Fiona turned to tell me n zac to hurry up, my helmet, MY HELMET, juz DROPPED!! PIAK!! sooo damn fuckin loud and suddenly, the string just snapped!! weird, me n zac stood rooted for awhile, and fiona raised her voice to hurry uz, i got the hint, zac, blur.. that fella's a mangkok, but good for her. and itz waz even weirder coz the plant that waz like swaying n swinging rhythmically, juz STOPPED all of a sudden!! when we entered the house, the hair on both mine and zac's couldn't stop standing when we revealed our encounterz... itz freakin weird... but it happened.. by then, zac waz super ULTRA pale al!! me n fiona, we both knew what waz goin' on, but zac, she's lost... till we told her.. i couldn't see what waz the unseen but it felt really strong.. the presence.. sheesh.. and lucky none of the dogz barked.. they juz sat wif uz in the living room, while we repeatedly exchanged the whole encounter... how me n zac juz stood rooted... i waz juz like, "MY HELMET!!!!" and thoze who are cloze to me, would know how i treat all my helmetz.. like gemz.. and zac waz like, "oh shit, how did it drop?"

ah well, i dun wanna talk about it much.. i juz wanna rest in the office.. it'z quiet...

*take care, princezz*

confused

2008-12-11T16:44:00.001+08:00

should i stay??

or should i go??

should i stay??

should i go??

voicelezz

2008-12-11T11:15:00.002+08:00

hey there... howz it goin'?

itz 1115hrz in the office right now.. ive nothing to do, so im bloggin'.. not like anyone has anything much to do YET...

woke up thiz morning feelin da sore in my throat.. been coughin since yesterday and yeap, im on the verge of losing my voice today... itz cool tho, not like i'll be talkin' much... itz the HerStory party tonight... fiona, cheryl and marissa been asking me to go.. am not too sure.. been soooo long tho.. Fiona told me, the theme for tonight would be, Glamourous , Smart... well, what's the point in dressin' up, you juz gotta feel confident in whatever you're wearing... im wearing what I wore to meet my princezz last wednezday... doubt if i were to go, I'd be heading to Chua Chu Kang first.. too tired to waste time travellin'...

im kinda sleepy.. waz supposed to collect the bike from Marissa last night, coz she insisted that i tried it out for a week, coz she got it all fixed up.. i know i shouldn't but part of me still itchez to ride... im sorry... my tag's been quiet.. guezz someone's busy, it's okie.. i just hope she's doin' okay... i wanna try my level best to skip lunchiez, who knowz i might be able to shed some fatz... hahaha well, im not sure... whaddya think?? should i?? should i lose weight? or just stay how i am right now? any suggestionz??

sheesh, im typing but im coughin juz as much... *sigh* if i were to go tonite, it'll be weird tho... ive several friendz who'll be there tonite, but they don't click with the different groupz of friendz that i have... ah well... life goez on, huh? haha

tink ima stay in for lunch, watch Max Payne... itz really not like the game i used to play.. welp, who am i to complain... okiez... toodlez all... gonna disturb my colleague now..

oh!! good newz!! after soooo many monthz here, only today doez my pazz have accezz to thiz freakin' room im in... itz weird... hahaha my colleaguez were like "wooohooo someone can accezz re, yaya" hahaha they don't pay me... scheisse

weeeeeeeeeeeee where forth art thou?

Fully translated.. or so I THOUGHT

2008-12-10T13:02:00.002+08:00

¡Oye allí, la princesa! espere que usted sea fino...

anywaz, itz lunchtime, AGAIN.. i've a thing for bloggin' during lunchtime.. itz the "IN" thing... my boss been coming in and out of the office.. im working for IBM, but im bringin a laptop, that's like a mega RIVAL to IBM.. hahaha who carez.. im happy...

im kinda lost and blurred after reading the tag... im sorry, never meant to cause any misunderstandingz... in any case, i wanna tell you thiz.. i envy you... you getta see the world, it's nice... hope you could tell me more... anywaz, im currently on msn with zac... so sweet her message is "you and me" .... sooooo sweet alwaz thinkin of me.. .hahaha

welp, gotta go...

mizz ye babe... you listened to Miss Independant??

work work work work work

2008-12-09T12:11:00.002+08:00

heyaz peepz.. lunchtime at work again.. im not goin for lunch.. kinda lost my mood to.

i got screwed up for something so minimal, a simple human error.. wait.. when has anyone NOT commited anything wrong... missed out some lil' shitz?? when?! or has anyone NEVER missed out anything or NEVER done any miztakez before?? Step forth.. coz i'd like to analyse your perfection...

anywayz.. i hate the fact that people simply assumez that i do not understand the language they're talking in, and best part, right behind my back.. literally.. i hate the fact that one mistake, not even something i could explain, it was the god damn computer that they gave me, that's messed up the whole shit.. but i wasn't spared. it's like that mistake i did was punishable by DEATH.. Allah forgive me... let me ask you this.. there were 5 entries, but out of 5, only one of it was recorded and printed, leaving out the other four. you missed it coz halfway thru, your comp broke down and you hadta do some recovering, you might have missed out, you admitted your mistakez, you said sorry... but your sorry apparently, was just like a piece of tissue paper.. used and thrown away.. wtf..

ah well, right now im just counting the time till 1730hrz.. and i can't wait to leave the office.. itz freakin cold, im hungry, but i ain't goin out to eat.. im gonna try and discipline myself. ive stopped all my medicationz.. i hope to never haveta take anymore..

yesterday Hari Raya Haji, but me and my sis together with the 3 kidz, we were like orphanz.. without parentz, without love.. so i decided to cook, though it may not be our usual festive galorez, it waz enough to feed us all, enough to ensure the kidz that we're gonna be alright.. all of uz.. i hate my parentz.. how they've alwayz given us promisez they never planned to keep. i hate myself more.. for everything that haz happened in my life.. there's alot of shitz in my head.. but im gonna keep it all within me.. i hope i can contain it all.. i hope it will never haveta leave me. im selfish this way.. not like ive anyone to care about me... hah..

welp. ima listen to my mp3z now.. the song by The Script, The Man Who Can't Be Moved, seems like a good song to hear.. itz nice.. ive yet to learn it and play on the guitar..

welp, take care world... life's too short to alwaz be upset.. ive gotta move on...

i mizz u

Sunday...

2008-12-07T19:00:00.002+08:00

hey all.. think ima try my very best and blog more often than before.. kinda just woke up not too long ago, as though my condition wasn't bad enough, my mom's ornament fell on my head, like SMACK on top my head.. the thing broke, i bled, abit... the injuriez ive sustained on last friday night still have not been fully recovered, and now another injury to add on... im not sure which part of my body is not free from harm...

anywaz, i went to a particular someone's blog, and waz smiling cheek to cheek when i've a reply on the tagboard.. thank you.. so i went on to check out some of the linkz, since i wasn't doin' anythin, anywayz... well, who would have thought a Korean guy, could sing Steelheart's "She's Gone" so damn freakin' well?!?! and what's more, he could reach the damn note.. that's like sooooo high... the indian vidz were hilariouz.. like seriouzly.. but i can't quite laugh.. my neck hurtz..

by the way... im taking someone's advise.. to take care, and yeah something which if i could recall correctly waz that, i understand the reality of thingz beta and yeah, do what i feel is best... after that friday night, when the bike juz died at the 2nd lane of the PIE towardz Changi Airport, I waz juz before the Lornie Road exit.. maybe it is a realisation or another wordz, an awakening for me.. itz not safe to ride.. i should continue my car license...

welp, im hungry now.. think ima gonna cook me dinner... probably pasta or something... won't it be nice to know if that someone feelz the same way you do for them? but in most cases, im alwayz wrong, so, it'z beta for me never to think like that.. ive given up hope, finding love... if it comez, it comez... and im still waitin on.. after al these yearz.. im still here...

i hope you'll alwaz get what you want.. i hope to call you Inspector someday.. =>

Muse - Starlight

2008-12-06T23:46:00.001+08:00

Starlight - Muse Music Code

urgh...

2008-12-06T02:23:00.002+08:00

it'z 2.24am right now.. im at fiona's house.. she picked me up...
i had a close-shave wif death earlier juz now about 11+pm. was supposed to meet fiona and some friendz in the east. I was from chua chu kang..

it happened at the carpark of chua chu kang, i couldn't start the bike (again), then juz when i left the carpark, it started to drizzle abit. Weird.. anywaz i continued riding towardz the Esso to fill up petrol. again, when i tried to start the bike, it won't start.. in fact, itz gotten worst!! now the drizzle's gettin bigger and pourin' slightly more.

when the engine revved up, i ignored nature's warningz and throttled all the way to PIE. i waz in the 2nd lane, which meanz i waz juz next to the fast lane, further away from the road shoulder. then it happened....

the freakin bike, juz died! literally -DIED!! my heart skipped a beat. i waz in between 2 busses when it happened! mayne, i waz freakin out!! i thought, "That waz it.. again, probably gonna be the last time.." but i clutched in, n thankfully, the signal lightz still worked, so i signalled left, while i jumped off the bike and hurriedly push it to the shoulder where i had sooo many vehiclez juz honkin at me, high-beamin me like i waz some superstar... i left my life to fate.. let whatever happened, happen..

when i got to the road shoulder safely, i waz fuming MAD!! i felt like juz pushin the bike, kickin it, and juz chokin it to death!!! -sheesh.. my neck and knee hurtz sooo bad from the impact.. the bike juz jammed up!!

anywaz i dun feel like blabbin bout that.. i wanna be able to sleep... and i've to stay safe... i wanna..

welp, my stomach's rumblin... and fiona's tellin me to eat some "dukuz" she got, only God knowz where she got 'em from.. Zac's havin holiday al.. my nonsense buddie... if only she waz there, she would have seen how i waz shaken up. (by the way, while waitin for fiona to pick me up juz before Exit 20B of Lornie Road, there were about 327 taxiz for hire!!!)

kk... im gonna log off... im in pain

itz so hardta move.. my whole body's in pain.. BIG TIME

wouldn't it be nice, to be missed by someone... i wish.. but ive stopped hoping.. ive lost hopez..have a safe flight.. be safe, please

Werk...

2008-12-04T12:22:00.003+08:00

hey.. itz been a helluva while since i last blogged... ah well itz lunchtime & im just feelin low.. to hell wif da pile of reportz im to generate... haha

anywayz, i got a motard ride.. (thoze who dun have a damn clue watz it, dun matter, itz MY blog so juz read). i got it lastnite. felt real good but my right knee hurtz alot maybe coz of the night coldnezz, or maybe coz i waz wearin my shortz.. ah well.. it waz a long ride, and damn high too, im like tip-toeing..

yesterday, work went by real fast, maybe coz i waz lookin forward to 6pm and more accurately, 6.15pm.. i left work not even lookin behind to check if ive left anythin.. i juz din wanna make princezz wait... so yeah i walked to expo mrt, where i waz supposed to meet princezz, my heart poundin (beepo-po beepo-pot) haha

i waited around.. and an sms came thru.. i walked on, n looked up, there she waz! preciouz lookin as ever.. nice smile, missed that, but lucky i got a "sneak" preview on her friendster profile pic!

anywaz, i juz wanna keep thoze memoriez of da night wif me, and for any of yaz readin' thiz thinkin' stupid thoughtz, to hell wif yaz.. im juz blessed lastnite. appreciative. thankful.

now im at work, itz cold as hell here, not sure watz up their behindz..

i read your blog, itz sweet, i wish u find and get what you want.. i only hope and want the best for you, at least i know you're happier.

thanks for everything.. it waz pleasant and juz dreamy

welp, as im typing, im lookin at my helmet. i shouldn't be riding in this condition that i am, i know. but dun worry, i promize i'll stay safe... for whoever that askz me to...

itz 1230hrz now.. tot i'd head on down to CGH and have my knee checked up. my couz, da nurse, been makin' noize and tellin me to get my knee checked. tho i may walk fine, im fakin it.. it hurtz.. i got home everynite, with swelled up leg... itz messed up..

im mending my wayz.. dun mean im for dickiez tho. ima cut down unnecessary sinz.. (you know i know) ;p oh, aien sez ive gained weight.. not sure if itz good or not... but i can't loze weight right now. i need the energy. maybe my weight's the cause of my swellin leg!! dammit! y didn't i think of that?!?!?! sheeesh!! *panic mode*

kk, i'll get more cloth, i'll wrap my head, turban style, i'll start joggin to n fro the toilet.. n i won't sit on my chair often, i'll juz sit on other's chair more.. maybe i wun eat, but i'll juz drink more redbull, get hyped... or or.. i could try sumtin else... i dunno wat else to think... sheesh!

God help me...

Findin' a way out...

2007-08-05T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hey all.... watz been up?!

i've been pretty tied up wif work... work's draining me out like mentally...DRAAINING me OUT!! not sure how much longer ive to endure... waz @ CGH like on da 3rd Aug... 11pm+ coz my kneez gotten me squirmin in pain... it hurtz... been awhile since i last went 2 d hosp... but there i waz... wif my parentz, as my support... when i got out of the cab.. i waz greeted by a wheelchair... aaaahhh how purrfect... but stupid wheel'z jammed up... so i hadta change wheelchair..

anywayz, after da doctor had tortured me by asking me to stand up for a lil bit b4 i collapsed, i waz given jabz on da kneez n my arm... and waz told i'd be put in the Observation Ward for awhile.. i cant remember much coz i knocked out... i juz fainted... not sure y...

i waz awaken by a pretty sweet nurse, tellin' me doc's ready 2 see me again... but i wasn't!! URGGGHHHH!!! doc said, "okay, we'll have 2 keep u here until we can find out a solution for you.. so u'll sleep here tonite.." and i waz like, aint no way i waz ganna wear dat skimpy PINK thingy!!! URRRRGGGGHHHH i refused... i told him, i promise u doc, da next time im here... u can ward me i dun care... but not today... not tonite... so i waz released out after signing a release form... got home about 3am... dad wasn't talkin to me coz he felt dat im juz too damn stubborn.. but watever... i've my pride too... so datz it.. im on MC till 10th Aug...

welp, b4 i go.. congratz to Zackimon on ur speeeedy recovery!! dun mizz me ah! and Emil, CONGRATZ on gettin a job many galz would DIE for....

take care WORLD... life's great when ur not ill...

soooo long...

2007-05-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey all.... itz been awhile since i last blogged... kinda weird actually.. but itz cool....

1st thing's 1st, itz been 5 mthz since my knee op... n uh, it haven't been any better.. in fact, i've been in and out of A&E almost every week now... my knee getz weak n uh, i'd juz crumble... like literally... it hurtz...

2ndly, ive been clubbin' n drinkin' alot lately... itz crazy.. i know i shouldn't be.. but itz fun... im havin' fun... since work sux... i gatta get a new job... work @ the airport's been good.. but da politic's da part i dread most...

3rdly... im confused.. watz cooler?? being Hawt or bein Cool??

4thly.. im juz fillin up diz space... since haven't blogged in abit... can't wait 2 sign up 4 my drivin license.. n get a small bike for daily transportation...

5thly... i tink ima gonna ask Fiona 2 like HURRY UP!!!! wait for her 2 get ready... i swear... cowz flew, pigz baked, duckz fishin...

well people, itz been nice... n it waz helluva fun partyin wif Zack's soccer buddiez.. they're great sportz... cool... can't wait 2 do it all OVER again AGAIN AGAIN

and so it goez....

Another Day...

2007-02-03T13:50:00.001+08:00

Hey all.. howz it been? itz da 3rd day of Feb... yet i'm still not walkin' how i should be walkin.. n dat is PROPERLY... it juz pizzes me off... i've tried... i've truly tried.. n tho' no matter how i've told myself that i could... it'z juz liez... well, waddya know?? itz in my blood... i've lied... im a liar... i know dat... n i do regret where i've been... far from where i should be...

itz farcked up... with no directionz... im juz pushin' myself... tellin' myself thingz to make me sleep at nite... but truth is, i still can't... im not sure what'z the bigger pain... Physical or Mental or Emotional... im crossed in all of the 3... im lost actually... i wish i have my babiez wif me... better yet, my ride... i missed Lana.. and the memoriez she borne me with... i love her... i love my babiez more... juz last nite i cried myself to sleep again... or rather 5am.. yeah... been thinkin bout everythin... i thought i could endure physical n mental pain.. but im wrong... da more it hurtz emotionally, da more the other 2 acted up.. itz stupid...

i'm sorry i lied to you... never meant to.. but i did and it's something i've to live with... as for my knee, i juz realised that i cannot fully straighten it... tho i thought i could... i can walk... but not so well, in my dreamz i could.. n in my dreamz, ur still so pure... so loved... in my dreamz it was wonderful, painless... at timez... hahaha

well, ima gonna go my leg juz swelled up... guezz itz been strained badly thanx to me and my ambitionz... haha toooodlez

Sorry...

2007-01-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

hey... i guezz sumtimez itz best to juz not know anythin...

im feelin' so dumb right now... at timez i feel like juz kickin' my own azz... but can't reach it!!

`hmph... sorry... didn't know bout Mo's n Bucuk's departure... i dunno wat 2 say.. only that, I'm Sorry... and you're a strong gal... you'll be able to face watever crapz dat cumz ur way... hell, ur smart!! and yeah STRONG... stronger than me...

anywayz, people, i'm on Hospitalisation Leave from 30th Jan till 28th Feb!!! WOOOOHOOOOO!!! but erm, i've to go thru therapy like weekly... dat sux... but wat da hell... betta den freezin' my azz off @ the airport... hahaha

Zack had beta get back 2 me bout gamin' i mizz dat mangkok... hell, Zack's my partner in crime.. well, once upon a time till she dumped ME! urgh.. im alwayz gettin' dumped.. macam tong sampah sey... wakakaka

ima gonna shut my trap now n yeah do some leg exercises again... ive gotta walk again!!

Ah.. FINALLY

2007-01-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

Finally.... SHORTYZ is BACK online...

heyaz all... tho' there may not be that many people readin' mah blog, it dun matter... im juz fillin' my time up...

here's what happened so far this January...

5th Jan @ 9am, had my knee op @ CGH... itz a day surgery coz i din wanna put on dat silly pink blouse that hospitalz make sick people wear coz they haven't got any choice...

since then, i've been on Hospitalisation Leave till next mth 28th!!! Way COOL!!! But da things is, i can't quite walk... it hurtz now... been on crutchez, or juz one of it... so it should b crutch? soundz weird... anywayz, im goin' thru' physiotherapy like every Thurzday.. itz TORTURE!!! ain't funny people, there are actually people out there paid to make you SCREAM and SQUIRM in PAIN.... wadda hell... idiotz i tell ye...

hmph other than dat, i dun really know wat da fuck's goin' on... coz im confused...

i swear... galz nowadayz... they'll blow u HOT n COLD... seriouzly no idea wat they want...

i thought she'd feel da same way as i did... guezz chicz nowadayz would rather go for those BAD BOYZ.. n i mean BOYZ...

watever...

`hmph.. a month of not workin'.... feelz juz great... tink ima gonna go n exercize my leg now...

cheerioz

A month after the Nitemare

2006-11-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

hey all.. how'z it been? itz been a month since tat fateful day... a day i truly regret living... watever... thank you for that day...

anywayz, life goez on... i know you're moving on well... i do mizz you but i've gotta do without you... hope your paperz been alright... all da best...

welp, ive gotten cloze to a colleague of mine, she's great, been a great help to me gettin over you... we're in different teamz tho.. oh yah, im in the team now!! meaning i'll be working 2 dayz, 2 nitez n 2 off dayz starting of now... itz cool... im gonna pump ot like hell lot coz we be goin bangkok next jan 26th till 29th or 30th... from her side, there'z Casper n wifey, Figo n wifey, she alone, my side, there'z Iz n wifey, Syah n wifey, me alone... so yeah guezz itz gonna b da 2 of uz couplin.. i dunno... itz gonna be cool.. can't wait.. and she's really helping me alot, callz me n msgz me often more den u did... she may not be pretty like you but she's sweet, she'z got good heart... in a way, everyone @ work's happy that we're gettin cloze, knowing what she's been thru, what i've been thru... yeah im movin' on... we're both are...

itz gewd... im alwayz smiling now... even Iz sez so... welp, thatz it i can't stop smilin' gonna go off watch mtv while waiting for her 2 msg me when she wakey... toodlez

datz juz it... im movin' on

Desolate Song

2006-11-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

Nothing more can be said or done,

You left me like a desolate song....

I mizz my babiez... i wish they'd take me with them... never looking back, i willingly go...

Watever it is, juz remember, i used to love you, i still do, but im done... im done being used and played with... im only human... juz screw....

SCREW DA WORLD and ALL DA GOD-DAMN F.UCKIN' PLAYAZ

Peterpan..

2006-11-01T17:35:00.000+08:00

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi-mimpi mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku

Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

well, itz all good... i'll give u wat u want... juz quit playin gamez wif me...

F da WORLD

2006-11-01T09:34:00.000+08:00

Sunday 29th October, 2006... Wee Weet left me precisely 1255hrz... if 28th Oct wasn't enuff, there waz another train dat freakin hit me RIGHT ON!!! like WTF?!

i freakin hate diz month... i DESPISE it... OCTOBER... i can't believe i didn't fall right down on my face, I was confused... watever....

juz wanna know why do i deserve thiz?? am i really a bad partner?? I know i've lied and im freaking sorry bout it... but whuteva... itz fine... u claimed u juz wanna b hangout matez aft O's but when i needed u soooo bad, where were u?! itz fine... im certain uve never loved me nor liked me like u claimed... itz fine... y... WHY?!?!?!

And the fault is my own, the fault is my own!!!

i wish u never hadta leave me... i wish this would never end.... i wish to never love again...

Ridin'

2006-10-27T12:49:00.000+08:00

heyho... how'z it been? hope ya'll been aitez... life'z cool now dat da damn haze easin' up lil' bit... thank God... Oh yah! Slamat Raya n Maaf Zahir Batin...

anywayz itz d uh, 4th day of Raya... im kinda feelin' in & out of da "raya" spirit... tired... been havin' freakin' migrainez... it'z killin' me! hope u've recovered.. tho' da last time i heard from ye (datz like juz yest) u dun sound too good.. ur still sick n coughin'.. i hope u'll take care of ye health.. hell, there's only 1 of you 2 go around.. im sure many peepz aren't willin' to have you gone... not me for sure.. nah uh..

so, how's life? - i mizz dat line.. to answer dat question, it'z simple.. Life's WICKED... everythin's back to normal i think.. well at least i'd hope to be.. i mizz it da way it waz before... ya know... shit happenz and life's gotten a lil' bit on da ruffedge... awwww...

i wish u all da bez in ur upcoming paperz... you'll do fine and i'm sure you'll land urself somewhere you belong... somewhere somehow someday... itz all goood bebey... u n ur comprande can gonna b ridin' on them vintage vespaz wif ye turtle helmetz... n yeah ye polka dot drezziez... awwww hawtiez on vespaz... like woooohooooo

welp, datz all for now folkz! oh, and uh, Pipi, hope u dun mind me callin' ye on da free phone juz now and irritate ye hehehe... im wicked... but itz good... im well hated.. :)

coklat n chip ke... zahir n batin ke... hug n kizz ke... ahem ahem n whut whut ke... like erm, watz dat meanz? im lost.com
i mizz ye

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2006-10-23T10:34:00.000+08:00

to all ya'all out there.... Selamat Hari Raya!!!! like whut whut... besok no need to FAST... YAY!!!

anywayz, to you... i wanna say, good luck for ur upcoming examz... like seriouzly... all da best ya?? take care... since you're like down with the sicknezz and all... i juz wanna say, Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir n Batin.. Jika ada salah n silap, terkasar bahasa, termaki, termengumpat, tersasol, termakan ur friez, terminum ur drinkz till kering, terpijak kaki, tergigit, terbau, ter-ter apape ah... ampun maaf ku pohonkan.. before dat i susun 10 jariz n 10 jari kaki all la...

well, hope u'll recover and do really well in ur upcoming examz... ive faith in you... n yeah, i mizz ye... like reallly... so yah... guezz i'll see you in a month's time... IF you sudi ah...

yay tak yah posa!!

stewpeeg

2006-10-18T09:20:00.000+08:00

heyaz... 1st thing's 1st, everybody got their pay like lastnite... but ME!! said all muslimz n hinduz got theirz yest... well, dengar-dengar my name changed to "Tan Pee Pee" pe... so yah... im guessing thatz why they missed me out... azz-wipez... whuteva... waz gonna get me new scent.. but NOOOO... stewpeegz...

and someone's real sweetie man.. how i know u meant da hair... so i naturally asked, "huh?? why u quarrel wif Yana?!" i blur pe... airport noisy.. so can't blame me for not hearing ye out fine... but thanx for your forwarded msg... real sweet...

"If Man haz created roadz, why haven't i covered it all?? If every man desirez beauty, where do i stand? If every roze haz itz thornz, why haven't i bleed yet? If I could juz have one wish, i'd wish a perfect world, juz for You" -if ya'all have a prob wif diz.. whuteva... my blog MAH WISH!!

welp, ima shut my trap for now.. gonna screw them payrollz... blardie idiotz... im d only one without a jackie issued, im d only one without the tie-pin, n im da one WITHOUT PAY!!!

I'll tell u da secret to your msg of happinezz... itz YOU

Next Week RAYA!!

2006-10-17T10:47:00.000+08:00

holla holla senorita como estas?!?!

for all yaz out dere... itz freakin' RAYA next tuez.. so whut whut... howz da baju kurongz all?!
to all ya'all FEEEELING white diz year... jangan copy ah pleaze...

ima gonna get my baju diz thurz.. since im off.. like WOOOOHOOOO so yeah.. mornin, i'll be headin' to da peaceful land of da faithfully departed... clean it up... repent for like half hour... after dat head home n clean up.. didn't know goin to kubor can get soooo complicated... anywayz.. afternoon ima gonna go town SHOPPING bebeh!!... and later head down to Geylang... get my clothingz... 1st pair white... yeap, WHITE
prolly get a 2nd pair blue... but dependz... prolly navy blue... so whuteva...

oh yah!! saw diz new perfume by CK, my fave scent... called CK ELECTRIC.. WICKED!!! i swear duty free productz can b a damn freakin rip-off... URGHHHHH!!!! but itz all good.. im breathin'....

welp, datz dat now.. ima gonna go check MTV out.. ive like 2 hrz' break so itz like WHUT WHUT?!?!

cheerioz....

WICKED!

Emptinezz..

2006-10-14T15:59:00.000+08:00

hey... ive decided to juz post sumthin up... kinda bored @ work.. juz had 2 off dayz like FINALLY!! had fun... went out... met up with new pplz... itz cool... they all thought i waz anti-social.. well, coz i didn't wanna be part of em, part of em gossipz... itz cool....

anywayz.. spoke to pipi... cleared some thingz up... funny how wordz get twisted and conveyed thru ever so wrongly... itz fine.... my emotionz have died last 7th October... precisely from 4.44pm onwardz... that'z alright... i kept tellin' myself that... but it'z not!!!

you said i juz can't get enuff of you... well yeah... watever...

im not hoping for anything coz i've no use for hoping... i just mizz raya with my gramz... he'z crappy... love him... ima gonna head on to kubor next thurz.. my off day... before raya comez i juz wanna clean up em gravez... thought i'd do something good since my life's like SHIAT now... thanx...

and if you're reading this, although my Princezz has died, her memoriez livez on with me... and yeah, 2 more weekz to Raya, juz wanna say in advanced, "Slamat Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin... i've done you wrong in more than wordz could ever expressed and im not asking you back but yah.... minta maaf... i susun 10 jariz... and you know da dialogue... "

oh yah, ur blog'z WICKED!!

Nice..

2006-10-11T13:22:00.000+08:00

1 moment i've all da tagz.. next itz all gonez... :)

y m i not surprised?? oh, and uh, my princezz died a long time ago..

thank you for erasing it all.. savez me da hassle...

"I AM A FUCKIN DOUP MAGICIAN."

If You Wanna Hurt Me,
Dun Leave Me BLEEDING.
If You Wanna Diss Me,
Dun Leave Me Breathing..

Thank You people...

2006-10-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

a good show i had last Saturday... my 26th birthday.. 7th october...

da best i'll never ever forget in my life... i waz happier before dat... but of coz shit happenz & i ain't surprised anymore... wordz travelz faster den i could imagined... it got thru 2 her.. datz good... interrogationz in front of your friendz, in public, on my birthday... datz juz fantastic.. like a dream come true...

yes, i did pleaded for another chance, yes i waited under your blk, and yes again, i waited @ your lift... thanx for the publicity.. should've juz filled up da name.. afterall, i did all that... i admit.. i did all that... for all that's worth, ive regretted wanting and trying...

you see, if you hadn't dizz me of my bike, not affording it, i won't be rude... you started wif d F wordz.. i tried to contain... but itz fine... and for your 411, taking da keyz despite it been returned, will still be under "intention to theft" so yeah... im sorry... it'z all good... and I guezz, i am a liar... but i am till proven guilty in the eyes of the police.. so yeap... you and your accomplicez, will be taken in i hope.. ive given detailz...

i never knew your intentionz for takin it, but one thing i do know is that, you've caused me to panic, i did went down when the bikeshop said there's no keyz... i went to see it for myself, my sis too... i f.ucked em up, da bikeshop and da towin' guyz... i never intended to lie... i swear, i din know how to explain... but f.uck it, makez no diff.. you'll never believe it anywayz...

i wish you well for your upcoming O levelz examz... im sure u'll make it to SP.. uve got talentz... in good and bad wayz... so u'll survive... haha most importantly, i wish you well in life... hopefully you won't have bastardz n userz as boyfrenz... oh yah, definitely NOT a liar like ME!!!

thank you all of you that have contributed in one way or another to this chapter of my life... i deserved all of these... thank you from da bottom of my shallow heart... THANK YOU

itz oh-so-quiet...

2006-10-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

whole nite, i stared into nothing,
unsure of my focuz, i turned to my phone.
nothing - silence,
i tried to hear, but i juz couldn't,
i tried to scream, but the wordz aren't coming out!
i hate it, i hate it all,
this silence, this abyss im in.

i read your messagez, i looked away,
i refused to think too much of you.
it's driving me nutz,
im screaming just for you.

daylight comez, im still staring,
life seemed so hollow when there's nothing to look forward to.
where are you, what did i do wrong?
uncertain of your thoughtz, i hate to give up.
if i could have just one wish,
i'd wish for a world, just meant for you. . .

Love don't make the world go round,
But it's what that makes your ride worthwhile...

LosT

2006-10-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

welp, guezz wat ya'll?! my bike's not BADLY damaged (yet) juz d cdi screwed up & yeah my sparkplug hadn't been changed in like 2 monthz... im not sure if i wanna keep Lana... part of me unwilling to let her go... yet part of me tellin' me to let go... im confused... im a Libran... we're hopelezz in makin' decisionz... im LOST... oh, if ya'll din know yet, da bikeshop @ SPC... kinda LOST my f.uckin keyz!! i stuffed em in the IU unit.. locked it up, guezz they lost em when da bike waz bein' towed from Esplanade carpark... poor Lana... left there alone since last Saturday da 23rd Sept... i dun even wanna talk about it... n i dun have da spare keyz coz it miraculouzly went missing... watever...

ive decided, i'd juz let DeXing repo her... im done... itz bout time... u can't alwayz hang on to sumthin' when itz time to let go, u juz gotta... $17 every 2 dayz... datz WICKED!! pluz Lana's alwayz dyin on me on the expresswayz... im done... im washin' my handz & im movin' on... im sorry Lana... i love you... but i've gotta let you go, i hope you'll understand me... you'll alwayz be in mah hart...

datz it... payday, ima gonna make my way down to Ubi & find myself a new 2nd wife... ive already a 1st wife, she's gorgeouz & da most preciouz being in my life right now... *smilez*
im not sure if itz me... but im thinkin' far ahead of my time... itz for da better... ima gonna get myself a new 2nd wife, datz gonna be DOPE!!! well, waddya know?! itz MAH RIDE!! itz not juz about da ride... itz WHO's ridin it... me n mah 1st wife on it, we're all good bebehhh.... and ima gonna do my 2A reallllll sooon... Super 4 Vtec III... SUWEEEEET!!!

k datz dat... ima gonna shut my trap now & go sing kumbaya or sumthin'...

Life's short, juz keep on rollin'...

Freakin COLD

2006-09-30T15:36:00.000+08:00

im not sure where to begin... im not sure how to end...

im in the transit area of Terminal 1 right now... it's freakin' cold coz we've juz had a massive downpour.... i was smiling as i looked at the planez taking off... how i wished i could be the one in one of those flightz... taking off and never looking back... not that i regret what i have right now, i don't, yet i do at timez

the bikeshop just called saying that i can pick Lana up, im overwhelmed coz i've missed her... and i waz upset 4 juz a minor glitch... but you picked me back up on my feet, braving this f.ucked up world... im not complaining yet im not totally appeased with it...

i want you.... tho' i can't alwaz have you, you'll alwaz be the reason that my heart's beating

Blissful Momentz

2006-09-29T13:54:00.000+08:00

28th Sept... Thurzday...

How I wished I wasn't working yesterday... I felt so fustrated at the fact that u made ur way down to my workplace despite the fact that ur unwell... and for that, I wanna thank you... And please take good care of yourself when I'm not with you... tho' we can't alwayz be by each other's side, itz cool, coz my heart beatz juz for you...

And thank you for Junior... yeap, he's cute! Totally... slept whole night cuddling it... smellz of you.. and he's da closest that I can get to when you're not around... I hate you, I hope you know that... I hope the Hersheyz' didn't like cause your throat to get worser... I'm sorry if it did in any way...

Now, here's a question for all ye out there... Have you peepz ever experienced goin' out with ur other half in da same colour-toned outfit? you guyz never planned it... it juz happened... n den banged your headz and be happy still... Have you peepz ever experienced a blissful moment, that you wished you were in a world of your own.. juz you and her... you don't have to speak a word and you just knew that it felt soooo perfect that you'd hate for it to end... it's like a dream, a Blissful Dream...

How I longed for that... and I'm counting the dayz till I see you again, sweetheart... I miss you... I really do, and I hope you'll still remember that "Your the reason God gave me eyes to see, and a heart to Love"

I miss you

YaWnZ

2006-09-24T16:27:00.000+08:00

hey peepz... howz it been?? anywayz, i wanna thank my beloved princezz for da best timez alwayz... n yeah.. yesterday waz like WOW.. THANK YOU!!!

my bike broke down again.. of all timez last nite... im sorry sweethart...

im sooo sleepy.. 1st time in like sooo long im fasting while workin... i swear, itz TIRING.. hahaha anywayz, juz can't wait to see my beloved other half.. i mizz her sooooo damn much.. she's soooo damn sweet la... but im sweeeeter of coz.... n u look good yest.. i mean everyday oso u look WOW...

im still questioning myself, how can i be sooo lucky to be wif such a gem...

welp, mizz u sweethart.. da lovin.. goez on beyond wat wordz could ever exprezz....

2006-09-20T14:25:00.000+08:00

my girlfriend loves me so much you can't imagine how much.

my girlfriend keeps disturbing me saying that the lenses of my specs are pink-tinted when actually i think it's grey. she does that because she finds my reactions cute. she thinks i'm so cute.

my girlfriend loves being with me all the time and she never wants to let me go.

my girlfriend wins all the time at our inside-game called the "Clapping Game". she's good.

my girlfriend is so lucky to have me because i am a precious being in this world.

i'm serious.

Thank You

2006-09-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

holla holla senorita!! Como esta?!

anywayz, had da best time of my life yesterday... thank you!! started out 12.40pm.. coz someone decided she wanna be star-karat... so came out late... but she looked stunningly gorgeouz!! urgh!! making me grow weak in da kneez...

we went to White Sands' NTUC, and got our drinkz n chipz.. salsa.. yum yum.. n later on headed down to Pasir Ris beach... where everything juz felt soooo damn right... n yah, have you written in about da TOWER?? hahaha.. ur funny... damn cute... totally MINE!!

it was great... eventhough it was pouring wildly, it waz truly a wonderful moment... thank you..... can't wait to see you again... and CRAVE baby!!!

UR SOOOOO MINE 2!!!!

Sunday Morrrnin'

2006-09-03T13:41:00.000+08:00

heylow peepz! howz it been?! howz ur sunday gettin along? hope itz been good diz far... to all those peepz muggin' may da force be wif u... hahaha (erm dun be jealouz k.. i still love u... )

anywayz, diz mornin i wakey n msgd my princezz... had a nice time snuggling under my blankie.. didn't feel like gettin' up... (so hunz, when ye gonna cook for me??)

welp, went down to mckerz downtown east to get my Hotcakez wif Sausage.. but NO.. NO MORE HOTCAKEZ WIF FREAKIN SAUSAGE!!! WAAAAAT NIIII *sigh* dissappointment.. so anyhoo, walked to mah bike only to find a set of bike keyz on the bike parked next to mine... unsure of what to do, i decided to like take it n leave a note with my number on da bike... told my preciouz... she gettin ideaz la... so excited tellin me everything that could happen from the moviez she watched.. damn moviez givin ideaz to my baby's mind!! WAT NI! urgh! after dat i went to Changi with my parentz for breakfast... or rather brunch... late breakin early lunchie.. so yeah... ate Nasi Lemak n Fried Kway Teow... rabakz... who carez itz my blog k.. so bear with me

some of da biker dudez are goin trailin in da afternoon @ tanah merah.. should I go? nah... im cool not goin... tomorrow ima gonna go to the polyclinic n get my elbow checked out.. itz not gettin any better... perhapz coz ive been pushin my bike or carryin my lil nephew.. im not sure. better to get it checked... wont want it to cause me not bein able to ride tho...

welp, i read your blog.. so you don't mind singing... and ive asked u out of 3, which of it would you be most willing to do... i don't care babe... i wanna hear you sing... ive heard you, you never failed to melt me... make me go all weak in the kneez... MAMA MIA... *hugggiez*

Untitled

2006-09-02T17:27:00.000+08:00

so.. "how's life?" .. i actually missed bein' asked that question.. *sigh*

the last i met you waz last thurzday.. my gosh.. :(

readin' ur sweet letter kinda makez me feel better.. everytime.. all da time... especially if i can't sleep... (unlezz im under medication) welp, in any a case.. i wish you all da best for ur upcoming prelimz... hope ur well-prepared.. if not, ima gonna "jotoz" ur head big time... so GERAM manz..

welp, ima gonna go now.. juz wanna say i mizz ye preciouz... been kinda dull not seein' you.. but i'll live.. hell, ive yet to see you DANCE! hahaha

anyone who sez Emil can dance please say "AYE"

take care princezz.. keep dat smile on ur face..

Ridin'

2006-09-01T16:59:00.001+08:00

so... waddya tink of Life... I mean like how my princezz alwayz askin ppl.. "so, how's life?" at timez i can answer her juz like that, most of it, i'd be like "wat ni" she askz many timez.. itz sweet.. coz i realised now dat Life's not stagnant... it flowz.. filled wif all kindz of shitz... upz n downz.. 1 minute thingz r like WONDERFUL, next, it's all BLAH.. another it'll b like URGH!

6pm, lady bikerz meet-up @ holland V.. im supposed 2 go, but i dun feel right... seriouzly, it'z HOLLAND V.. sooo blardie far from mah crib... princezz kept sayin 2 like go 4 it.. sweeet rite? nvm.. i'm @ east coast mckerz wif Zackimon n Pipimon... they're in their own world.. whilst me, im juz lookin @ da screen, nothin in my mind.. i keep screwin up... seriously, i mean, i say thingz dat comez out wrong, i truely regret it, but im all good... im livin' diz life better den it's been!! I have U in my life.. more than anyone could EVER dream of havin! Thank you... when ur like all cold, I feel lost.. not knowin wat 2 do, wat 2 feel! cept da fact dat i feel my stomach churnin.. itz bad..

when im happy... i'll have like butterfliez in my stomach.. n lastnite, before i slept, since i missed u sooooo freakin much, i read ur letter over n over again till i waz havin it on my face till mornin' comez.. n my mom waz naggin' at me coz ur letter waz on my face, wee weet waz nxt 2 my cheek all snuggly.. i swear dat baby want kena SPANKIN' from me.. lucky never pee pee or shit shit!!

anywayz i wanna go buy chocolatez from 7-11... hopefully i'll feel better.. n u'd b okay..

Im sorry...

Ridin'

2006-09-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

so... waddya tink of Life... I mean like how my princezz alwayz askin ppl.. "so, how's life?" at timez i can answer her juz like that, most of it, i'd be like "wat ni" she askz many timez.. itz sweet.. coz i realised now dat Life's not stagnant... it flowz.. filled wif all kindz of shitz... upz n downz.. 1 minute thingz r like WONDERFUL, next, it's all BLAH.. another it'll b like URGH!

6pm, lady bikerz meet-up @ holland V.. im supposed 2 go, but i dun feel right... seriouzly, it'z HOLLAND V.. sooo blardie far from mah crib... princezz kept sayin 2 like go 4 it.. sweeet rite? nvm.. i'm @ east coast mckerz wif Zackimon n Pipimon... they're in their own world.. whilst me, im juz lookin @ da screen, nothin in my mind.. i keep screwin up... seriously, i mean, i say thingz dat comez out wrong, i truely regret it, but im all good... im livin' diz life better den it's been!! I have U in my life.. more than anyone could EVER dream of havin! Thank you... when ur like all cold, I feel lost.. not knowin wat 2 do, wat 2 feel! cept da fact dat i feel my stomach churnin.. itz bad..

when im happy... i'll have like butterfliez in my stomach.. n lastnite, before i slept, since i missed u sooooo freakin much, i read ur letter over n over again till i waz havin it on my face till mornin' comez.. n my mom waz naggin' at me coz ur letter waz on my face, wee weet waz nxt 2 my cheek all snuggly.. i swear dat baby want kena SPANKIN' from me.. lucky never pee pee or shit shit!!

anywayz i wanna go buy chocolatez from 7-11... hopefully i'll feel better.. n u'd b okay..

Im sorry...

WAT NIII?!?!

2006-09-01T12:16:00.000+08:00

hiyaz.. im startin' to think dat wateva i've said is kinda unsafe re.. but im cool...

met up wif my sweeetest, most dearest, da gerammest, loving princezz of mine yest.. awwwww *meltin* soooo sweet... so sweeet she left BITE MARKZ on my arm! hehe.. bite me till her teeth pain (padan muka) haha nah.. so sayang.. n for several momentz, i felt like juz knockin her head.. our fren decided to be Crizz Angel n made da handphone thingy i gave her "dissappear" got da whole gang to back-track.. searched like mad... in the end at nite she found it tangled up in her BELT!!!!! URGGGGGHHHH

oh, princezzz... thank you for makin me stay... appreciated... and yeah swear im gettin' good i can actually last several secondz longer while lookin str8 into her eyez... n everybody bullied me.. diz "shy" yana n "baby" aien... WAT NIIII!! i won't mention further... i needta clense my hand.. but i dun wanna lose ur scent.. OHHHHH PRINCEZZZZ, thank YOU for da sweeeeetest thing anyone has ever given me... no wonder u kept askin bout pockets, m i a curiouz person, about gettin sumthin if i'd juz open it up straight away or when im relaxed... haha NO WONDER *slapz forehead* now we know la.. i W-O-L-S

PCD - Buttonz... oooooh... how many timez in a day i won't get sick of it.. but ive a more solid reason not to fade away into fantasy world.. and dat is YOU! hehe

ima gonna go... wont b bloggin' for awhile re... take care all!!

so ur a gf of a cool-dude? weeeeee

wuddup ma?

2006-08-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

heyaz peepz.. howz it been? like my skin?! wicked!! feelin fast n furiouz.. anybody got a prob?! go talk 2 my mother... 1-800-i-dun-care

anywaz.. i dunno wat da hell happened 2 my blog all my postz gonez.. so im tryin my luck...

Lately, life's been all smiley.. itz all good.. but yeah itz not alwayz rainbowz n butterfliez, itz compromize dat movez uz along... so yeah.. a few days back my heart sank so low after a whole day of smileyz.. da 1 person i soooo dun wanna lose my preciouz 2 had msged her n all.. u know da feelin rite? well, lucky me, my princezz' all true n good! Thank you, Princezz :)

6 monthz - never tot i'd see you again.. and sumhow fate's brought uz back, crossin each other's pathz... it'z all good baby!! i ain't complainin.. anybody wif weak hart DUN FREAKIN BOTHER READIN DIZ!! thank you..

welp, ima gonna make my leave.. im freakin hungry!! oei mamak! Kway Teow Kuah satu no taugeh no veggiez, mata lembu, n daging k?! solid la u

cya soon babe!

shorty doesn't know shorty doesn't know....

Is dat good?!

2006-08-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

holla... tried bloggin last nite but webbie won't load... i mean wth?!

anywayz, yeah, life's been good for me... at least now i smile more often den before... itz kinda hardta blog rite now.. so im gonna keep it short...

hopefully u'd understand that we haven't had da time to like talk thingz out n get it all straightened out... and I'm damn freakin lucky dat u agreed to wait till after your examz... which is like next week... so yeah, thank you!!

anywayz, hope all iz good... and i can't wait to like see you again.. today waz really juz a short moment.. but i ain't complainin... i had zack n fiona to like accompany me @ my place n played guitar abit... so yeah, we're happy... anywayz, im gonna go now... u take care!

miz u babe!

Confusionz....

2006-08-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

heyaz peepz... so wussup now?! who'z killed who?! fuck it... enuff killingz... itz fuckin sick...

anywayz, i finally plucked up more den enough courage 2 like ask E out... welp, itz like pretty scary... i mean... i gave her my number, din even dare 2 like ask for her number... like wat dude kept tellin me 2 do... i mean seriously, im not dat daring...
well, yeah kinda asked her da nite before if she's had any planz after skool... my heart waz poundin utterly fast i tell u!! hahaha nearly peed in my jeanz... zacki baby waz on da phone wif me... welp, thanx zack... ur my X!! but i still love u (i think)...

i picked u up from skool, din know den dat itz gonna b like ur 1st ride ever on a bike... hadta b mine... poor gal... seriously, how many of u have sat as a pillion on a 2-stroke dirtbike?!?! well, I feel ye... dunno y... but sorry... hope u din like have a bad experience on it... but da 1st time i saw her, she called me... i waz tryin not 2 look panicky... u know wat.. .when i turned, 2 see her, OH MY GOODNEZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waz i freakin dreamin or wat?! i mean WOAH!! sooooooo sweeetiepie!!! cute la meltz my heart immediately!! haha
welp, helped her wif da helmet... lucky da visor's tinted so no chiko guyz can @@ her.. hahaha kiddin... welp, we went 2 parkway 2 grab a bite... rode pretty slowly n damn fuckin carefully coz i din wanna scare her.. i mean wouldn't u be scared?! riding 1st time on a dirtbike NOT in a carpark 1st... straight away busy roadz all!! anywayz told her it'll b ok... n dat if she'd tok, it'll distract her from feelin scared... anywayz, we reached there safely... Thank God.... after we ate, we chatted... n i realised, hey, diz gal's 1 helluva smartie... cool... n wayyyyy cute... hahaha

my x lurva called along wif pipimon n asked 2 meet up @ HANS.. so we went dere... jokin n juz tokin casually... i felt at ease wif her 1 on 1... unlike 2 days b4... i freaked out... in front of her friendz... i felt like havin a cocoon wrapped around me... i mean accordin 2 Z, itz freakin obvious dat i like her alot... n dat allll her frenz knew of it too... i guezz datz y... itz so different... played guitar abit and realised ive forgotten MOST OF DA FREAKIN CHORDZ!!!!!!! UUUUURRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! freakin embarrassin i tell u... n i cant sing.. so i juz played n tried 2 sing... CMI... tell u it waz freakin hot... we played several gamez n i learnt thingz of her i'd never getta know without da 2 mangkoks' help... i mean THANK YOU guyz sooooo sweeet.... ya n made me all paisey too!!!! itz nice...

but some of da answers, i wasn't sure... i grew confused, i was afraid of offendin her... i mean itz like da 1st time bein out wif her without her 2 other frenz (lucky me) hahaha so yah, im still blur... not sure watz d answer or watz goin on... if itz good or bad... i mean yeah I like u.. but when ppl ask me in front of u... i wished i'd juz dissappear!! itz bad... REAL bad... i juz looked away from everyone not knowin how 2 answer it.. i mean itz like soooooo fuckin obvious n ur beside me... i sooooo din know how 2 answer it... coz im afraid dat it'z only 1-way... not 2-wayz...
if u know wat i meant... coz pipimon kinda peng da question aft u answered makin it less offendin... so i wasn't sure at all... we left not long after dat... i had fun n she told me she did too... n dat she's happy... kept askin her y but our fren feelin dun wanna tell me... we juz exchanged sms... till today... im happy im not complainin... but im not sure of wat happened yesterday... i mean... aft pipimon asked me da name of da person i like... n it waz ur turn... den she threw some other questionz @ da 2 of uz... i juz got lost.... itz like i wasn't there 4 da moment... lost... till now im unsure....

HELP ME?!

well, im gonna stop here... itz like quite long... n i wanna go get a drink....

welp, so waz it a good thing or not?? was it juz an illusion or is it real?!

=)

2006-08-18T12:44:00.000+08:00

hey hey... howz it goin?

here i am again... like every other day... i tink i'll go ridin later.. sumthin's wrong wif my speedometer i think... my mom keepz msgin me... but sumtimez im havin difficultiez juz readin her msgz... i mean poor lady... half of da time i dun even understand her MSGZ n i get screwed up 4 juz askin... im not sure how i should put it across 2 her dat i seriously have no understandin 4 da msgz she sent...

anywayz, i waz upset yesterday... waz 2 go duku rd 2 meet some peepz up... but i got dere earlier so i went 2 katong 2 check my mailz abit n yeah frenster @@ if there'z any new msgz... much 2 my dismay, there wasn't any... like i said i shouldn't be hoping too much.. but itz hope datz got me diz far... hahaha oh! I nearly got killed on da way 2 katong... stupid guy... too fuckin stingy 2 even have his signal lightz on!! i mean he was road hoggin... n i waz bored of it, i decided 2 cut him on da right.. on a 2-way lanes... so he suddenly decided dat his house was on da right n juz swerved hiz car on da right without signallin n i was already by his blindspot... motherfucker din even slow down n yeah we kinda bumped abit... my bike shook, i looked back n shouted, "ON UR DAMN SIGNAL LIGHTZ B4 U KILL SUM1 ELSE!!!!" i mean seriously, diz kinda driver's unfriendly towardz bikerz like myself... when i got 2 katong, i was all shaken up, n yeah decided 2 complain 2 my trusted fren, Pipimon, but dat mangkok's hp died i think.. so I waz left all alone... no one 2 turn 2... n tot i'd get sumthin from Frenster... but NOTHIN... *sob sob*

i decided 2 juz play sudoku online for about an hour b4 they called sayin they're @duku rd.. so i left... aunty gave me discount of 20centz... i mean like WOW... aint dat sumthin?

welp, datz 4 day... today, i logged on at about noon... i mean a lil past noon... supposed 2 b lunch time but i cant eat... dun wanna... scared 2... so i logged on 2 frenster... n checked my mailz.. ive msgz from ppl i dun even know! i mean ok, they're all bikerz... askin 2 like meet up 4 a ride... im cool wif dat... but im scared... 1 more fall, i wont know wat'll happen 2 my body... hahaha
so I checked my msgz on frenster... cleared it... n dat alas!! datz it! juz d perfect reason dat got me smilin again... i SMILED... thank you... so sweet... n i think i should tell u dat sumtimez when u post sumtin up on frenster, n an error cumz out of it, dun b alarmed... itz juz a minor glitch... so yeah, babe, da testimonial's fine... n approved... so thank you again... so sweet know... havin lessonz n squeezed some time 2 like msg me... i mean wow... thank you... =)))) no wonder im hungry no more... hahaha n yeah glad u know u still owe me a reply 2 my msg... n yeah i should b expectin a more detailed testimonial from u once like yeah mayb u'd grant me d honour of gettin 2 know u better... n yeah u can write abt how cool i am!! hahaha kiddin... but erm, i am cool right? AM I PPL?!?!? M I Like COOL?!?!? so itz like dat now huh? fine...

shitz... dude's on msn n she's gonna kill me 4 not replyin 2 her there... im dead... k i'd juz stop here n go n chat her up... oh, btw, Lucz said im a good person! am i?!

hahahaha im sure im not.... im GREAT!! hahahaha

Time is juz an excuse to live....

Where'd U Go

2006-08-17T16:31:00.000+08:00

eh Where'd U Go by FORT MINOR... itz been in my head for awhile now.. not sure wat it signifiez.. anywayz.. im not sure I should b hopin for the impossible.. I know I shouldn't.. im not sure y i keep tellin myself 2 do 1 thing but end up doin otherwise... Complicationz... part of life I guezz...

James Blunt's Ur Beautiful.. to some is a beautifully written song, to otherz, im not sure why they juz can't stand the sound of it.. I mean.. seriously, like uve met someone... but she's wif a bf.. and like u bof exchanged smilez... n ur not sure when ur gonna see her again... if you do at all.. and like u think so much of her but u know I mean reality check, truth hurtz n u know u will never be wif her... itz either will never be or can never be.. but my frenz tellin me if u dun try, u won't know... I'm scared... i tell u... im not as brave as I portray myself to be.. I think ur so cool.. hell, I think ur like HOT cool... im not sure how dat soundz 2 u.. to me itz a good thing... different.. im currently listenin to my all time fav song - Down With The Sickness by Disturbed.. they somehow manage to bring out every single bit of furry datz hidden in me.. im sick I tell u... hahaha Im sure some of ye would know... Physically n mentally sick... yeap...

*sigh* Now itz Blink 182 - Miss U.. songz in my hp... anywayz really gonna change my hp... itz cool n all.. i'll prolly keep it as a freakin momento of my sweat.. waz tinkin of goin back to Sony Ericsson.. had it like forever... T610.. I know oldie.. who carez itz nice.. but currently my V3I has great soundz... so i'll juz stick to it for till God knowz when..

not sure wat im gonna do about Lana.. she's great and all.. but petrol... 2 dayz $17!! madnezz.. n lately, she's been testin my patience... dyin in the middle of expressways n GOD knowz where else to be... hahaha i love my bike... really... she's like me... snappy.. hahah Doc advised me not to put so much pressure on my kneez... hell, they dun even have d exact diagnosis for my right shin!! Im guessin itz them freakin nervez.. but wat do I know... hahaha itz hard to like bend my kneez now... I know for certain that the cartilage on bof my kneez have worn out... n itz only a matter of time b4 ive to heard for op.. should be cool since I missed gettin away from normal life n stayin in the Hospital... not dat itz enjoyin.. different... sometimez i forced myself to go places in my head where no one would find me... till sometimez I see thingz I dun wish to..

anywayz... i wish da best for F & Z.. they have my undead blessingz... coz im still alive.. duH

Buttonz... i still cant get dat video out of my head... yeah... now they're talkin...

Silverstein - Smile In Your Sleep... great song... I love dat song when I'm ridin alone... I'd blast it n play it over n over again n juz ride like it din matter anymore... I've gotten myself into 2 RTA.. 1st @ PIE... 2nd @ECP... both durin blardie peak hourz... fucked up... rainin somemore.. wish i had diz song on dat time... probably i wont be here... hoping for something im not supposed to.. hahaha but I'll live... hell, ive yet to cook for so many ppl!!

well, im not sure what else there is to write here... so i'll juz shut da fuck up n log off... im done being online... for 2day at least... McKer's not cacat-friendly... i mean don't they know that not everybody's bonez can take d damn freezin aircon?! damn shit...

Btw, Nelly Furtado is HOT

Burp..

2006-08-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

so.. Hola hola senorita.. im like soooooo high up dere... aint no mountain high enough.. lalala

anywayz... i love friendster.. wrote a few blogz there... haven't been updatin mine here.. sorry.. so here goez nothin...

helped Fiona wif her blog.. ain't she FUNKY?! tot so too... can't believe some1 actually said im cool toooooo hahahahaha for a moment juz now, i left my helmet @ mckerz downtown east.. seriously i parked my bike like opposite downtown.. den after i checked my msgz... feelin... dun need helmet 2 ride... feelin la... n i was 2 meet up wif Fiona... so ya.. hadta run back... wahlau.. hope i lose some weight... but i juz had like fillet O fish meal... *burp*

wonder when will I @@ u again... all of my life... i missed playin guitar man... itz been awhile.. tink ive forgotten most of da song.. but hell, there's alwayz my chordbook.. which is like soooo backdated... but who carez.... im happy... k now fiona's back from shittin... so yah.. havta hold my breath....

`hmph pity da gurl la... finally after sooooo long like some1 dat she truly lovez, kena sooooo many shitz... wat da HELL... life's a BITCH.. i swear u've checked her out?? waddya mean who... LIFE la!! eggheadz... damn blur man...

welp, gotta go... she's complainin my blog's too long... hahaha al i know tonite i'll be smilin in my sleep... hahahaahha

Woooohoooooooooooo

Shortyz' World

8th March... Back Again?

A New Beginning....

Darkness Vampire Prince

Love Life Survey

Xmaz Eve...

Pity...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Tuezday...

*coughz*

*coughz* *coughz*

confused

voicelezz

Fully translated.. or so I THOUGHT

work work work work work

Sunday...

Muse - Starlight

urgh...

Werk...

Findin' a way out...

soooo long...

Another Day...

Sorry...

Ah.. FINALLY

A month after the Nitemare

Desolate Song

Peterpan..

F da WORLD

Ridin'

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

stewpeeg

Next Week RAYA!!

Emptinezz..

Nice..

Thank You people...

itz oh-so-quiet...

LosT

Freakin COLD

Blissful Momentz

*YaWnZ*

Thank You

Sunday Morrrnin'

Untitled

Ridin'

Ridin'

WAT NIII?!?!

wuddup ma?

Is dat good?!

Confusionz....

=)

Where'd U Go

Burp..

coughz

coughz coughz

YaWnZ